I'm angry. I've been angry for awhile now. I want to be someone else...someone completely different altogether. I was thinking, at work, about why I'm so unsuccessful in the "relations" department. And, I realized that the one unchanged constant is...ME, Myself, and I. I'm the thing that's wrong.
Up until this point, being Me and being the "good" guy has gotten nothing but a broken heart, being "played", and alone. It was Me who wasn't enough for Cool and Heartbreaker . Its Me who doesn't deserve to be happy with anyone. Its Me who's never good enough for anyone. Its Me who isn't good enough to be "loved" by anyone. And, I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being Me. So, I need to be Someone else...opposite of the "good" guy.
I need to become someone who's always wanted, desired, and lusted after. I need to be someone who uses-up men, then spits them out. I need be one-dimensional, a freak, and a 24/7 walking sex object....after all, that's what men want, right? Well, that's going to be the new "Me". And, there's no more "freebies" when it comes to dealing with men...its pay-2-play for now on.
Also, I'm looking into going in the stripping profession.
I'm DONE!
;-)
11 comments:
Ummmmm, ok. Or you could just jerk off and watch a lot of porn like I do. Iono LoL.
Personally I think you're just having a really bad day baby boy. Enhance your calm baby boy n keep ya head up. Don't let the bad dudes spoil the good person whom which you are.
~Damnit!
hunny what in the hell are you talking about? 1st of all, last week you had a picture of jenna jameson and today you want to be a stripper.lmao. did you want to come to church with me on sunday? 2nd, I have been lusting after you forever! 3rd, on your next post, please post your price list. but on a real tip, that's not what you really want, i've said it since i've started reading our blog. you will find somebody!!!
I find that sometimes in life things need to break before you can fix them...
Don't you dare!! (Well, you might make a good stripper but that's besides the point). Instead of changing the person you are try entertaining the idea of meeting a different type of guy. Apparently the ones you've chosen in the past have been to selfish to really get into the essence of who you are. Try some different hang-outs. Have friends introduce you to someone more compatible. Just don't stop being you!
Hell - I should be done too - but ya know...for some reason I think he's out there waiting for me. I just don't know where he's waiting at.
It'll be aiight. All this is preparing you for the real deal!
There is nothing wrong with change but you shouldn't lose yourself either. You shouldn't become like the guys you dated because you may run into that one and treat him like they treated you and miss out on something. there's nothing wrong with being someone whose wanted but don't fly off the deep end.
stripper? WHAT? Ummm that isn't the way man. (where you gonna get your deput? i wanna be there) its not the way man...
i wanna see what this bad boy will become and how you wear it!
Being a Bad Boy is a great idea...
email me why I think so.
Wassup.
It seems like alot of nice people are becoming tired of being taken advantaged of. Myself included. My advice would be to stay cool, but set boundaries and statndards of being respected and having your needs, wants and feelings considered, and if they don't like them, tell them to follow the advice of Toni Braxton and "Hit The Freeway!"
As for stripping, that would be nice.
Dam man I so feel you on this....No more mister nice guy.,..I say smut all you want. Fuck em and leave em...thats wat it is. Dam pay2play lol ..
LOl @ Walking sex object
Hope you had a good Halloween
I have had this exact thought for about 2 seconds before.
More interesting is that an acquaintance actually suggested that I become their "dating protege'" They vowed, without me expressing desire, to turn me out in the dating sense: essentially making me a hot commodity - uber-desirable.
But I cannot and will not accept the offer. I refuse to perpetuate the stereotype, even if it is the majority it seems. I defy conventions and I will continue to pursue true happiness and fulfillment.
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